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  • From the Sidelines

    From the Sidelines

    Today, I sit on the sidelines—not broken, but healing. The tables I built now seat others, yet I remain, gathering strength. This is my journey back to myself. Read the full story—link in bio

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  • Restless, Reckless, and Still Searching

    This is not a love story. This is a story of a girl who loved too hard in a world that never caught her. New blog post up now. Read the full story.

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  • Smoke and Glimpses

    Smoke and Glimpses

    Minnie reflects on a conversation with Patty, who she distrusts despite his charming demeanor. After recovering in the hospital, she engages with him but questions how he discovered her identity. Patty’s persistence and mystery intrigue her, leading her to contemplate the value of their connection, even amidst uncertainty and unanswered questions.

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  • Lilies and Paper Cups

    Lilies and Paper Cups

    In a hospital room, Minnie is surprised by a visit from Patty, someone from her past. He brings flowers and a comforting presence, providing a distraction from her sterile surroundings. Their light-hearted conversation helps ease her loneliness, leaving her with a sense of warmth and hope as he offers to return if she needs him.

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  • A Door Slightly Open

    A Door Slightly Open

    In the quiet of the ICU, Minnie navigates her recovery and emotions. After a surgery, she struggles with revealing her situation while maintaining a connection with someone who understands without prying. Their exchanges offer comfort and connection amid uncertainty, highlighting the warmth of their anonymous relationship during her healing process.

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  • Unspoken, Still Felt

    Unspoken, Still Felt

    The narrator was eagerly anticipating a reunion with Patty at a food festival, feeling hopeful about self-discovery after hardship. However, an unexpected infection led to a hospital stay, causing anxiety about Patty’s perception of her absence. After three days, she texted an apology, expressing regret for missing their meeting.

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  • Frozen in a Moment of Loss

    Grief is an all-consuming emotion that leaves individuals feeling isolated and burdened by loss. The pain of losing a loved one creates a profound emptiness, affecting both heart and mind, while the world around appears to move on. Healing isn’t linear; the absence remains, intertwined with cherished memories and unfulfilled hopes.

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  • Gone Before We Knew

    Gone Before We Knew

    The narrator grapples with the emotional turmoil of an unplanned pregnancy and the subsequent loss due to an ectopic pregnancy. While longing for connection and support from Callum, who has distanced himself, she faces profound grief and isolation. Ultimately, she resolves to navigate her pain one breath at a time.

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  • Test Subject 001

    Test Subject 001

    The show had begun, but I was too blind to realize that I had been dancing to its tune all along, unwillingly. The sun and moon had collided in an explosion of chaos, and with their meeting came sparks, flames—blinding, destructive, and unavoidable. And there I was, caught in the fire, unaware of the way

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  • You Worked Hard: A Love Letter to Lost Idols

    The rise of technology and social media has facilitated both connection and cruelty, enabling anonymous online attacks that harm individuals, particularly in the K-POP industry. While idols bring joy, they suffer from relentless scrutiny and hate. The tragic losses like Sulli and Jonghyun highlight the need for kindness and support in a culture of judgment.

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